

Well, to some degree, it might even seem quite logical. It didn't matter how real the bus and the girl had been – it was nothing but a bug to me.Īnd here I am, hanging in a total emptiness and falling inside a dream.
#Everlasting summer guide ulyana cracked#
The bus cabin, the seats tormented by time, the humpy floor, the rusty ceiling, the cracked glass of the windscreen – everything was floating away. The louder her voice was growing, the harder it was getting for me to seize the words.

Sure you won’t manage to recall the frequency of its flapping or its trunk inclination angle after that.Īnd this girl is just one of millions of voices that disturb you from concentrating, from thinking, from falling asleep. Sure you will not try to remember how a sleep disturbing mosquito looks like. I was simply listening and staring, staring and listening. I wanted to ask her to cut it out or at least calm down a bit, but I failed – either because I didn't manage to say anything or because my words didn't reach her. Time passed, and she was talking on and on. I failed to understand what she needed from me. I couldn't understand a word but the girl looked very upset. My head was literally bursting with questions. ~ Maybe all these pioneers, all this gobbledygook clouded my consciousness so much. I suddenly remembered that scrap of paper and a few words on it. ~ Then probably it's reasonable to cling as hard as I could to these few hours of meaningless, useless existence. ~ After all, it's quite possible that today is the last day of my life. I was desperately fighting Morpheus, trying to stay awake as long as I could. I'm not sure how long we spent on the road, but the sleep already started to overcome me. ~ Well, it might be so up to a certain degree, but here and now I'm only a foreign object, an out of place molecule in a harmonic pattern of a crystal grid. ~ It might be a slightly far-fetched perception – I got used to the role of the center of the universe in the camp, I thought that everything revolves around me. I was the only one completely ignored by everyone. Miku was trying to start a conversation with Zhenya in vain and Zhenya was trying really hard no to start killing.Įlectronik and Shurik were crafting something, as always. Lena was reading a book and Slavya was sleeping.
